Super Sporadic Blogger Strikes Again!

I have to express this. I didn't want to put it on Facebook, it felt too personal. But this is my blog, so whatever. And I really don't want to do my music homework right now.

Yesterday was a really, really bad day. I got to school with an hour and a half in which I wanted to edit two articles for the Ag Comm newsletter, write an article for the same, and study for a test. I don't know why I didn't realize that I couldn't possibly do all those things in that short amount of time, but I am an idiot. I barely got my article written and the others edited. I did not study for the test.

I don't know my grade for that test, but I'm really hoping I didn't flat out fail. I'm a straight-A student and I am hoping to scrape by with a C. That's a horrible, awful feeling my friends. After the test I went outside to wait for my ride, sat down and placed the palm of my left hand right on top of a cactus sticker bush thingy I didn't see. Then I had to waste half an hour trying to get all the pricks out and it hurt like heck.

Then I rushed  to work for a few hours and to school. I'm preparing for my first article in my magazine class (DUE THURSDAY!) and it is falling apart. I had four interviews lined up at 3, 4, 5 and 6. My 4 o'clock bailed on me, which was annoying. Then my 6 o'clock bailed on me, which was a disaster. And all the while my sources aren't giving me the information I thought they would and now I have no subject for the article. 12 interviews in and no subject, I tell you. Worse than failing a test.

I decided to stay on campus. I had some leftover gnocchi that was pretty bland from lunch, and I thought I'd just eat that, go to the gym, and then go to Antics practice. Micah met me at the Food Court and said he was going to stay and work on things too, but he was hungry and was gonna buy food. He asked what I liked and I said I always get a bagel.

A few minutes later, he returns from the food court with the bagel, takes my gnocchi and says, "Here, I got this for you." I say, no that's yours, but he insists I have it. That was awesome.

Then I finally talked to my 6 o'clock and my professor, who didn't really help me feel better at all but scheduled a meeting for 3. Then I realized on my way to the gym that I have a work meeting at 3:30. And I had a meltdown.

Luckily, Antics practice went really well. (or I thought so, crossing my fingers?) and it cheered me right up. Micah had to go to work early this morning and left while I was in the shower. I went into the kitchen, still dreading everything I had to do today, and saw a bouquet of white roses on the table with a note from Micah saying he hoped they brighten my day a little bit.

Seriously, the BEST thing ever. I kinda treated him like crap yesterday because I was so stressed. Being married is so awesome though, because there's someone else to help you out when you just can't do anymore. I really love that dude!

Random Thoughts

Only Calvin reads my occasional postings.  And he comments rude things.

Tuesday night I made the WORST dinner ever.  Seriously, it was worse than the chocolate cole slaw smoothie incident.  It made me sick to my stomach for the rest of the night.  I'm usually pretty good at cooking, guess God needed to humble me.  Micah even threw it away.  He said that was so that I didn't see or smell it again and get sick.  It was really, really gross.

Today and tomorrow I am working on the following: My online portfolio (see it here when it's done!), JCOM scholarship, music class, scheduling my last semester of school ever.  EVER.

Wanting wanting wanting

I got married a few months ago (2, to be exact).  If you were expecting me to do some kinda post detailing the whole bizness, too bad.  You obviously don't understand how this sporadic blogging thing works.

Today sucks, for no particular reason.  I'm so tired of school.  My classes (sorry professors!) aren't doing it for me, I feel like everyday I have to remind myself that I just have to get through this for two more semesters and get my degree.  Today I'm totally overwhelmed with the amount of homework facing me and I just can't help daydreaming about when I won't ever have to do homework again!  I know that then I'll be tired and bored of being a mom or working or whatever...I should just be content with where I am and what I'm doing, I know that.  But I'm not right this second, I'm definitely wanting.

Whenever I feel like this I love to watch this music video.  Thanks to my peeps Danie and Greg for showing it to me.  I miss them very much.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYWdLundJzU